I'll do anything...

It's such an odd feeling being able to love someone so much that hasn't even made their way into our little world yet. Right now, her whole world is inside of me and her life depends on me. We haven't even been able to meet her yet but I love our Baby Girl more than I could have ever imagined. I'll do anything to give her everything she needs. I'll do anything to make sure she is healthy and okay.

I spent all day yesterday and last night in the hospital because of a little scare. I started having some contractions and found out I had a partial placenta abruption. It is the most scary thing that has ever happened to me but after close observation and a bunch of lab work, the Doctor told me I could go rest at home. Our little girls heart rate was strong and steady the entire time and she looked as precious as ever on the ultrasound. I was so scared that she was feeling the pain that I was but my nurse reassured me that she was okay. I wanted to hold her and protect her and it broke my heart that there wasn't anything I could do. Already, there isn't a single thing in this world that I wouldn't do for her.

I hope and pray that everything can and will go smoothly from here on out. I pray that my placenta stays attached and the contractions will completely go and stay away until she is ready and healthy enough to be with us. We're over halfway there now so I'm just asking for positive thoughts and prayers to be sent our way. I am so thankful to have the most amazing husband who is always there for me. Without him, I would have been even more of a wreck. He came handy with pillows, blankets, magazines, the computer, and even a beautiful little glass vase with two roses, one for me and one for his Baby Girl. Of course he stayed the night on the pull out bed and checked on me throughout the night. Baby and I are so lucky to have him.